hell0z(:

random post of my thoughts.

why am i still holding back?
there's so many chances, opportunities for me to face up to everything within me, and yet.. never did i try to.
i really dont know understand.

something hit me, hard.
i dont understand things well enough. YA, i admit.

i wished, i could be braver.
i wished, i could face it up.

i missed the very last chance i had.
at least, i think i missed. ):

damn.

i kept telling mself, i dont want any changes to anything.
yet, things are bound to change.
and it had been occuring since long, and never did i want to face/care abt it.

i really dont like replying to things thats hard to reply. esp to someone important. try doing that.
you'll regret. {i did another thing that i would regret}

i have to learn how to face everything, by myself.
although it might HURTS DEEP INSIDE, i have to learn.

argh, i just dont understand what i feeling la.
all the feelings/thoughts just BAM, and all came crashing down upon me.

*hack care this post.
i'm fine. not sad/anything.
not saying abt anyone who frequents my post bah and i dont feel like talking abt it.. just let this stay as nothing and move on. i simply dont have the mood to talk abt it, thats all. posting it cause i'm letting go of my thoughts..

YA, I CAN DO IT. (:

just as you never did try to understand me, now i'm ready to let go..

别握住我的手　
说我一定会懂　
作不成的爱人　
变成最好朋友

别牵着我的手　
想着别人脸孔　
换个方式牵手　
并不会更好过
可不可以　
不作你朋友

{不作你的朋友-S.H.E}

this song makes me feel sad-i'm totally into the emo.

one happy thing: first invitation sent. :D